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I quit the Melting Pot today. I want to be happy. This is my first step. The past five months have been the worst of my entire life. It has taught me so much though. Life is too fucking short. Death can happen to anyone, anywhere at anytime. I don’t want to live my life being miserable. 

quick update:

i have moved into my own apartment with roommates. we have not had wifi until today so i cannot post unfortunately.

i want a tattoo. in honor of my sister who lost her battle with cancer aabout a month ago and my grandmother who passed away suddeny in december. 

i’m going through so much right now and i have no one. 

i’m tired. 

I just want to sleep today away. Fuck Cancer. 

my sister passed away this morning.